Hmm its been i don't know 5 months or more or less since i last made a journal submission before it was like every 2 months i think ?, at any rate i'm well drawing again or trying to >< got myself a little rusty latly lets see normaly my journals are like a thorough bred page long but i don't think i've got that much impressable stuff to mention latly

News so i'm going to attempt a new pilot chapter of a manga in 2 weeks this should be a mission can't reveal details yet, i'm currently in college at longroad cambridgeshire studying computer science not a epicly time consuming course but soon i'l be working also and then i'l have absoutly no time monday to thursday and then i'l just go into sad panda depression mode i swear ><.

I'm still lax at colouring pictures i've started doing it now but its all free handed no line arting etc or that fancy method where you kinda crop an area so you can go over a outline of somthing, nah i just get up pixlated close and spend forever, or i just mass brush and clean it up slowly end up with like 100 layers per a picture or so.

I scored 4b's and 2c's in my A levels joy of joy i didn't think i'd do well so i didn't pre plan and go for a uni before i did the exam i was like right i need a year at college before i go to a decent uni and low and behold i didn't but now its to late so i actually have to do something for a year otherwise i'd just be a weird anti social guy

I'm still into writing i have literally 1000's of pages of stuff lying around various stories mostly sci fi or fantasy based i've not closely payed attention to the way you upload text on to devianart but i'm not entirely shure if i can load like 1000 pages into a single section that'd be pure silly your eyes would just bleed reading on a pc that long, unless people actually don't mind that

My music intrest into jrock has just massively expanded i'm now listening to alice nine, an cafe, sadie, shoujou lolita 23q, night mare, versailles,hime ichigo, plastic tree, girugamesh,despair ray,dir en gray,lynch and canzel, on a note of things i'm slowly learning to play bass guitar qq >< i was at my hairdressers recently and someone gave me some guys name that teaches it ( i get my hair cut at molby's ) its expensive but at least i can trust them not to screw up, on a note of things i now have a can of shockwave ultra strong hairspray and some pantene pro v ultra hold on my desk just to experiment now that i have a longer hair style the most recently uploaded picture on my devianart says its a self portrait in reality some people can tell without me even saying what it is that is my actual hair length

I'm practising singing again normaly i go out to really queit places in the middle of the country side and somehow even then someone will creep up on me without noticing and listen a little, then i totally freakin embrassis myself when i turn around and notice em but i've had some intrest i've writen my own songs for ages but i've just never been a very good crowd holder for a long time not since i did radio or some irritating sports competitions when i was younger

Around here its queit like ultra queit this is what happens when 90% of your friends go to uni and your still in your home town sniffles, so lonely thank god daniel is still around >< i'd go insane without him and reduce my self to drawing dodgey manga ( i totally need to edit a icon in here )

I had my M&I paintballing meet recently with my css clan its the 2nd year we've gotten together in birmingham for 2-3 days to go paintballing and meet , this year i brought some of my own kit i didn't get to use it that much it required alot of tweaking >< but it was amazing when i actualy got the stuff to work there conviently a local paintball field near me only i don't know anyone to go with ): so i just catch a ride with other groups and they just pay to much attention to me >< cause i have a unique gun , sigh so is life

I may be incuring a new buisness regeime soon >< teaming up with a few uni students my age to develope a small time net company dealing in brand designed clothes by us we'l be hitting off pre christmas selling in uk,netherlands,france,belguim for now its all we can fund !

To all my 10 watchers or less i think i have that amount or around, seriously i've uploaded a ton of reasonble sketch works onto my profile and i have almost no page views what is with that >< ? someone that draws a stickman has more attention,( going around favouriting peoples other pictures seems the quickest way to get attention) on another note 4 of the 5 chat rooms on devian art that i used to go to around 6-7 months ago are dead only one exists ): kodoos to deathlymoongoddess for keeping hers together

On a last note hopefully i'l have some more colored pictures in the near furture just black and white gets 0 attention and in order for me to pay attention to this site i need more then 1 page view a day come on you upload like 5 pictures and 2 people viewed it what the am i doing wrong ><

2nd last note 10;38 pm signing off can't sleep early tonight i had 4 hours prio nap cause my internet was failing immensily i have the day off tumerow only i've got a driving lesson i don't really want to do cause i'd rather drag daniel to the gym yes you heard me my msn isn't working ! notice it damnit